“I’m Sorry”

I’m sorry that you craved for something to be so real with him and it never did.
I’m sorry that you expected that you were going on your first date with him.
I’m sorry that you kept imagining that you both were completely 100% interested in each other.
I’m sorry that you let your heart rate increase and you second guess your decisions because you were so nervous to facetime him.
I’m sorry that even though you were working , you still hopelessly  anticipated for him to text or call back.
I’m sorry that you got so hopeful for him to be one way, but you now realize he’s not turning out the way that you thought.
I’m sorry that you put yourself through this again knowing how it always goes with men on apps.
I’m sorry that you want to explode into tears because you thought he would be “different” than the others.

I'm sorry your heart feels as if it keeps getting ripped out every time you think you feel a connection with someone.
I'm sorry you got way too emotionally involved with him that you thought it was going to be something special.
I'm sorry that you wish you never open yourself to guys.
I'm sorry that he didn't take much effort in trying to talk to you as you did with him.

I’m sorry 
I’m sorry 

Your love, your time , your devotion , and interest in wanting “love” is not being taken seriously and you're deeply hurting once again..... I’m sorry Marquise and I know you wish you weren't.
 I know you're in tears as you write this as you hurt, but you must keep faith in yourself that the one will find you soon and you won't have to feel sorry anymore.....