“Uncertainty”

The moment of uncertainty comes cycling back

Your eyes lust upon him the more you talk to him

Your heart is so excited, but your mind is questioning it all about him 

Your mind is saying uncertainty lies underneath this guy, but your heart says to seek out this guy in a romantic way

The unfortunate part of being in the lgbtq community is the uncertainty we have to deal with about the sexuality of a person before approaching them

I feel like I'm being trapped in this loop constantly every 2 or 4 years with every guy I meet of not knowing and figuring out that person wasn't didn't have the same sexuality as me 

Some may confuse this ideal as being delusional because it's obvious to know whether a man is attracted to the same sex or tell us simply to ask, but it's not that simple for non-hetero people 

The uncertainty of this all is frustrating for me, and I'm pretty sure not only do I feel this 

There are days I think to myself, Man, dating might be easier if I was a woman, but no, it's hard for everyone…
Everyone faces some degree of uncertainty of their own, and the way to be sure is to have the mental guts to find out or to let God guide you and show you the explanation, or don't do anything at all and shove all your feelings back into your heart and  romantic thoughts back in your mind