Finally the moment where the scars from all the deceptive pawns faded away
They faded away because I believe I finally found someone who likes me for me ; for my exterior and interior features
Someone who wants to know me for my heart and mind and not for only my body
He made me realize I’m worthy of affection and infatuation
He made me realize I’m worthy to be in a relationship and to go on dates
He made me realize I’m worthy enough for genuine romance and intimacy
I was losing my faith of being in a relationship drastically as every year passed
I can now feel the relief uplift from my heart
I realize I always deserve this feeling of being wanted for an relationship and intimacy
I will continue to pray for abundance of infatuation, intimacy, and a moment to have him say that 4 letter word to me in the near future……