“You wish”

It was the comfort you felt as he hugged you close to his chest

It was hearing his heartbeat as you lay your head on his chest

It was the way he wrapped his arms around you as he hugged you and you loved how you felt protected and obtained 

You wished you felt all this with the one , the one and only true love of your life

You wish you could hold hands with a guy as you talk about each others past childhood,traumas,successes, and failures of life until 2am

You wish you could see how much he cared about you through his eyes because his eyes stared at you like you were his one and only true love

But it’s moments in life where you can’t stand that fact that you have to see moments of love and affection from couples when you go outside 

You hate the fact that you have so many triggers of “not having love” that a tidal wave of tears will pour out your eyes

You wish it 
You just want to feel it 
You want to experience it 
What it means “to be loved” 

You wish for a moment of love 
You pray to find love 
You hope to find love 
You wish for that day everyday 
So you will keep praying and wishing till that day comes…..