“Dreadful Singleness”

You’re surrounded by a sea of endless thoughts about love 

You're trying to escape this feeling of  loneliness
 
You start to even crave affection so much that even the slightest hug would pull back the tears you’ve kept since the last time you felt affection

You’re struggling to mask the  feelings you felt with each guy you’ve encountered in your life

You easily get jealous when your friends talk about their dating life because you’ve never even been on one 

You try to stop thinking into the mindset  that finding love will never happen for you but it gets harder every time passes by day by day 

You want to screech out into sky so badly because you can’t stand to see relationships on tv because it’s not you 

It’s not you being hugged
Its not you being kissed under the moonlight
Its not you walking by the lake and being mesmerized by the love of your life eyes under the stars at night 
Its not you in the car holding hands with the love of your life 

You hope and pray for a moment that one day this will be you 

You will finally be relieved of this dreaded feeling……