“The Trigger Reappears”

You start to feel the trigger as your brain hears that melody

The Melody from the kiss breakdown song from the movie you always adore and love because it made you release the emotions you have inside, but this melody is too strong for you to handle, and you realize it’s happening and you’re falling 

You try to scream for it to stop but you couldn’t 

You feel your chest flutter as you stand up 

Your hands buzz like the sound of a bee

Then you gasp for air and struggle 

You begin to feel the overwhelming tide of teardrops scatter across your face  

You try to gasp for more air but no it’s still no good 

You try to reach for the bed because your body is about to give up 

It can’t handle the amount of oxygen leaving your brain 



As your breathing begins to cascade downward even more 

You crawl your way out of despair, and you finally reach the bed



But no, it doesn’t stop there are even more puddles of tears and now your whole body is shaking



Your heartbeat increases now 

You hear it beat at the center of your chest

You try to tell your mind to stop it please stop it, but it doesn’t answer



It’s as if the start of this panic attack is at the climax 

As you let it runs its course through your body now it’s as if your energy is depleted completely



Depleted your entire source of adrenaline that you had left in you and now it’s as if your legs can’t keep up with your brain and arms



Now you wonder to yourself 



When will it happen again?

When will it stop?

Why must it happen now?

As your body rekindles itself 

You sit there in silence 

Great it happened again……