“Dreadful Loneliness”

You shed a tear as you realize

You’re alone with your thoughts,anger,and your sadness

Living alone helped you have a sense of privacy, space , and comfortability 
But you started to realize the dreadfulness of being lonely came back haunting your mind

You realize since you feel alone in your big apartment it made you realize even more “you’re single & alone”

You thought movies of seeing pure romance & love and dating apps could help diminish the feeling of being alone and single
But it doesn’t !!

You see that hanging around family and friend helps but only temporarily helps 

You feel like you diminished your soul into dating apps,working,watching romance movies and sitcoms, and hanging out with friends & family, but ……
You started to realize all those things could trigger your emotions and make you realize again “You’re single & alone”

You wish for the feeling to fade 
To fade slowly into a dark obilivion

So you told yourself you will try anything possible in a healthy way for the fire of loneliness to be distinguished  once for all 

So that I can learn that it’s okay sometime to feel lonely and be single in life